I think it's not uncommon to indulge in self-criticism for things we don't criticize others for because we aren't as kind to ourselves as we are towards others. But that sort of self-criticism also has an inherent "I should do better because I can" that is layered onto a judgment that (in this case) longer fic is always better fic.
I myself am guilty of being a drabble snob! I want drabbles to capture a feeling or insight or something that is contained solely within the form of 100 words, and I get judgey when a drabble is "just" 100 words of something that clearly needs more than that form offers to make the writer's point.
As a frequent short short fic writer, I remind myself that a brilliant sentence or characterization is still brilliant whether or not it is adorned with a million other words.
My point is that you haven't done anything wrong, either in feeling as you do or posting what you have posted. But it does highlight that we aren't all doing fandom the same way. Of course that's not a bad thing!
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I myself am guilty of being a drabble snob! I want drabbles to capture a feeling or insight or something that is contained solely within the form of 100 words, and I get judgey when a drabble is "just" 100 words of something that clearly needs more than that form offers to make the writer's point.
As a frequent short short fic writer, I remind myself that a brilliant sentence or characterization is still brilliant whether or not it is adorned with a million other words.
My point is that you haven't done anything wrong, either in feeling as you do or posting what you have posted. But it does highlight that we aren't all doing fandom the same way. Of course that's not a bad thing!