It was impossible - Drake had to exist, Drake had been on that mission, he remembered it, had seen the recording (even though the memories hadn't come back until he had started watching it, but it didn't make sense, he couldn't have had memories that never happened - but there was the mission with Drake, and there was the same mission with Tanker and Siobhan, and only one set of memories could be real, and maybe neither of them were) and he couldn't deal with his big bad dreams because Cid was haunting them, because they were filled with blood and people who he had killed and people who didn't exist, and so he slipped out of the Garden one night and went to find the truth.
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STOP MAKING THESE EVER MORE UNWRITEABLE ARGH.
It was impossible - Drake had to exist, Drake had been on that mission, he remembered it, had seen the recording (even though the memories hadn't come back until he had started watching it, but it didn't make sense, he couldn't have had memories that never happened - but there was the mission with Drake, and there was the same mission with Tanker and Siobhan, and only one set of memories could be real, and maybe neither of them were) and he couldn't deal with his big bad dreams because Cid was haunting them, because they were filled with blood and people who he had killed and people who didn't exist, and so he slipped out of the Garden one night and went to find the truth.