Just came across this journal and, even though it's been a month, felt the need to comment regardless. Hope that's okay...
What if we go with the premise that Castiel's host is both gay and a devout Christian and the reason he was praying (the reason Castiel chose him as his host) was for deliverance from his 'sinful urges'?
So, when Dean meets Castiel, Castiel's host has a physical reaction, and the angel automatically suppresses it. -But- the angel is fairly inexperienced in taking physical form and becomes intrigued by the sensations?
And then one day, during some situation or another (I can't think of a specific at the moment), Castiel lets it slip to Dean that his host has 'feelings' for Dean.
And then Dean would go all awkward with the angel after knowing that 'he' has the hots for him....
Castiel's Host
What if we go with the premise that Castiel's host is both gay and a devout Christian and the reason he was praying (the reason Castiel chose him as his host) was for deliverance from his 'sinful urges'?
So, when Dean meets Castiel, Castiel's host has a physical reaction, and the angel automatically suppresses it. -But- the angel is fairly inexperienced in taking physical form and becomes intrigued by the sensations?
And then one day, during some situation or another (I can't think of a specific at the moment), Castiel lets it slip to Dean that his host has 'feelings' for Dean.
And then Dean would go all awkward with the angel after knowing that 'he' has the hots for him....
/no, I'm definitely not planning on writing this/