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Feb. 16th, 2011 09:12 amThank you all so much for your kindness; your support really does mean a lot to me.
For those who don't know (my previous post on the subject was flocked), I've spent the past week trying to come to terms with the sudden death of![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
thrennion, a good friend of mine. I'm still thinking about it most of the time, and rearranging my vision of the future into one without her still stings, and I seem to be weirdly tired and unmotivated, but I'm going out on walks. I've started editing again. I'm getting back on my feet.
(Bizarrely, I actually seem to be less afraid of death now. This makes literally no sense, but I'll take anything positive I can find in the loss of Rowan.)
Doing things seems to help, and updating this journal is a thing that I can do. But having the first entry after the news of this horrible tragedy be an immediate return to 'comedy! Pokémon! gay schoolboys!' form would be a bit jarring, I feel, so this is a sort of transitionary entry. Gay comedian schoolboys with Pokémon will be forthcoming; for now, know that I am sad, and I miss my friend, but I think I'm going to be okay. I hope those of you who knew her will be okay, too. Love you all.
For those who don't know (my previous post on the subject was flocked), I've spent the past week trying to come to terms with the sudden death of
thrennion, a good friend of mine. I'm still thinking about it most of the time, and rearranging my vision of the future into one without her still stings, and I seem to be weirdly tired and unmotivated, but I'm going out on walks. I've started editing again. I'm getting back on my feet.(Bizarrely, I actually seem to be less afraid of death now. This makes literally no sense, but I'll take anything positive I can find in the loss of Rowan.)
Doing things seems to help, and updating this journal is a thing that I can do. But having the first entry after the news of this horrible tragedy be an immediate return to 'comedy! Pokémon! gay schoolboys!' form would be a bit jarring, I feel, so this is a sort of transitionary entry. Gay comedian schoolboys with Pokémon will be forthcoming; for now, know that I am sad, and I miss my friend, but I think I'm going to be okay. I hope those of you who knew her will be okay, too. Love you all.
