<3 I hope things get better for you, and I am very glad to hear you have a plan of action in place. And I definitely know the feeling of wanting to keep your journal upbeat or not too personal. I find that being able to present that face to friends can be a comfort sometimes, but yeah. It's also very important to reach out or even admit vulnerabilities sometimes, too. I'm glad you felt comfortable enough to share it, even if it was difficult.

Thank you for all the posts you've continued to make on DW; it's wonderful to see at least one person who still updates regularly. (I regret not doing more.) I'm always happy to see that you've made a post and are still alive and consuming fan things, even if I don't know what they are or have much to say about it. And thank you for posting all those FFXV fics (I need to read more of them) and responding to mine.

I hope you have a wonderful 2018 and you find moments of enthusiasm!