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Riona ([personal profile] rionaleonhart) wrote2024-09-27 10:28 am

Bring You Right Back Home.

I've had to devote an entire entry to this particular question from this fandom question meme, because I somehow ended up going on an entire journey in my attempt to answer it.

How did you first get into fanfic, and what was the first fandom you wrote fic for?

I got on the Internet around the turn of the millennium, when I was eleven or so. As an enthusiastic Pokémon fan, I spent a lot of time looking through Pokémon websites created by fellow fans, learning cool new things like why particular episodes were banned from broadcast outside Japan.

One day, I was browsing a site called Mewtwo's Dungeon. (A lot of Pokémon websites were called Mewtwo's Dungeon! I tried to find the site again later, but I was never able to dig it up in the sea of Mewtwo's Dungeons.) The site included a work of Pokémon fanfiction. I don't remember any of the details; I just remember that it was about Mew and Mewtwo, and that discovering it was the most mindblowingly exciting thing that had ever happened to me.

I dragged my younger brother to the computer and went YOU HAVE TO READ THIS. I don't think he quite understood why I was so excited! But my entire life had changed.

For a little context, I read obsessively when I was a kid. When we stopped at places with racks of leaflets on car journeys, I would grab one of every leaflet just to have something to read. I remember being disturbed when I first learnt that my mum had been calling for me from the next room, and I hadn't heard her at all because I'd been so absorbed in the book I was reading; I hadn't known that was possible.

I had a passionate love for Pokémon, and I would have killed for novels about it. I'd read the novelisation of Pokémon: The First Movie, but I'd found it a little underwhelming, perhaps because I'd seen the film already; I wanted something new.

But there was a story here! About Pokémon, one of my favourite things! Focusing on Mew, one of my favourite Pokémon! Just sitting here on the Internet, and I could read it for free; I didn't even have to go to the library to check it out!

And it turned out that there were hundreds of these things! There were whole sites dedicated to hosting people's Pokémon fanfiction! I could just keep reading Pokémon stories, and it wouldn't cost me anything, and I'd never run out!

Unsurprisingly, Pokémon was also the first fandom I wrote fanfiction for. I was a member of the Pokémorphs forum, a community for fans of a Pokémon/Animorphs crossover written by rache01. By following a banner in someone's forum signature, I came across Neglected Pokémon Lovers Unite!, [personal profile] zarla's Pokémon website. Her fic Howl of a Growlithe made me think, Hey, maybe I could write my own story about a Pokémon journey?

And I did! And that's how we ended up here.

Holy shit, there's a Fanlore page for Pokémorphs, with a Wayback Machine link to the original site. This is an absolutely insane blast from the past. It's the first fandom community I was ever really a part of!

HOLY SHIT, the Wayback Machine has preserved my forum bio from when I was eleven.


In January 2001 I made a second account called 'Evil Mew Of Darkness', because now I was twelve and cool. I didn't fill in a bio for that account, but I have managed to unearth my very cool userpic and forum signature:


I am the last of the Mew. The great race has risen and fallen, once the rulers of the galaxy, now but a myth. But I still remain. I alone stand amongst the ruins of the great Mew empire. But I am not like the others. I am the shadow of darkness. I am the father of evil. I- AM- DARKMEW!

HOLY SHIT HOLD ON I COULD MAKE AN ICON OF DARKMEW FOR DREAMWIDTH

Done! I hope my twelve-year-old self is proud of me.
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[personal profile] lokifan 2024-09-27 11:05 am (UTC)(link)

, I read obsessively when I was a kid.

Same! I didn't do the leaflet thing - I carried a book everywhere I went and read it walking along - but I'd read the back of ketchup bottles during dinner.

I am nuts. So don't be surprised if I post something nuts. It's great to be crazy!

Ah, the lolrandom early 2000s.

Evil Mew of Darkness!

DYING. That's adorable. And so classically 12-year-old, haha. One of my BFFs now uses the name sodsta, which comes from his original username 'son-of-darkness'. In this defence, it was originally a Draco Malfoy RP account I think. I did once get to hear him say, in deep embarrassment, that his email address was son-of-darkness@yahoo.com - it was 2009 and we were in a San Francisco fetish shop.
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[personal profile] marginaliana 2024-09-28 04:56 pm (UTC)(link)
I did once get to hear him say, in deep embarrassment, that his email address was son-of-darkness@yahoo.com - it was 2009 and we were in a San Francisco fetish shop. - magnificent.
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[personal profile] linky 2024-09-27 04:32 pm (UTC)(link)
It's such a delight to read across the pokemon sites you came across and frequented back then! There were so many of them, I loved getting lost and exploring them back when they were more of a thing. And I love that you were able to make a Evil Mew Of Darkness icon. :D
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[personal profile] shinsengumi 2024-09-27 05:19 pm (UTC)(link)
I love everything about this entry.
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[personal profile] ai 2024-09-27 08:48 pm (UTC)(link)
Darkmew is such a delight, thank you for sharing!

Your experience aligns with mine a little, except I was on the Digimon side of things. Discovering I could make my OWN Digimon was cool and since I was thirteen, I went super edgy with ~darkness~ Digimon! LOL.
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[personal profile] ai 2024-09-28 12:57 pm (UTC)(link)
I even made gijinka of them without knowing what it was so naturally they were very goth with the biggest JNCO jeans and anime saucer eyes known to man. Glad to see it was possibly more common than I thought to have darker versions of cute critters at that age.
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[personal profile] wolfy_writing 2024-09-27 08:56 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh, that Pokemon stuff from when you were little is the cutest! Evil Mew of Darkness! DARKMEW!
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[personal profile] delphi 2024-09-27 10:23 pm (UTC)(link)
I love this story, I love the fact that you could find your bio on the Wayback Machine, and most of all I love the icon. :D

My discovery of fanfic was similar. I'd possibly read a little that qualified through fan magazines, but my understanding of official and unofficial material was hazy as a kid. But when I was around 12, my school got one internet-connected computer through a municipal initiative, and I was chosen to be a Internet Ambassadors (i.e. a nerdy student who'd learn how to actually log on, how to do Boolean searching, and so on, and be appointed to teach others.) I was told to search for something I was interested in, so I typed "X-Men" - and one of the first results was a fanfic archive. As a fellow voracious reader, and one who devoured tie-in novels, my eyes got huge. Hundreds and hundreds of X-Men stories! For free! Fandom still blows my mind when I think about it.
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[personal profile] apiphile 2024-09-28 03:04 am (UTC)(link)
I love how unrepentant you are about this. Everything about "kill the part that cringes" is at is apotheosis in you. I would like to achieve this someday, but alas...
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[personal profile] apiphile 2024-09-30 02:02 am (UTC)(link)
You've retained your great love from 11, too, which is nice :)
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[personal profile] wyomingsmustache 2024-09-28 04:32 am (UTC)(link)
Every time you talk about young Riona I just feel like we would have been friends had we known each other.

Ah, to be edgy and twelve ^_^
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[personal profile] marginaliana 2024-09-28 05:00 pm (UTC)(link)
That Personal Bio is abolutely classic for being age 12 and also honestly just for being A Nerd On The Internet in the year 2000. I was 20 but I can't say I was much less a cliche than you. :D
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[personal profile] pauraque 2024-09-30 02:09 pm (UTC)(link)
This is wonderful and I appreciate you sharing it! I am simultaneously sad and relieved that my AOL profiles from the '90s are lost to time.
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[personal profile] horselizard 2024-10-01 01:12 pm (UTC)(link)
ohhhh amazing! <3
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[personal profile] tinkaton 2024-10-07 06:25 am (UTC)(link)
I love Darkmew so much omg. What qualified as 'evil' for a 12 year old Pokemon fan lmao ?
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[personal profile] tinkaton 2024-10-08 06:28 am (UTC)(link)
No need to apologize lmao I love learning the Darkmew lore. The fact Giovanni pioneered an entirely new Pokemon type of Ultra-Evil...very impressive. I wish I'd been this creative as a child but I'm pretty sure I just drew regular Pokemon and pretended to be a Pokemon trainer etc. without inventing anything new, which seems like a major oversight on my younger self's part.