150628 - "It's Okay" by BTOB

Jul. 5th, 2025 02:48 pm
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so apparently i put this in my calendar a week off from the correct date (it was actually last week). but hey, the start of btob building a reputation as an emotional ballad group :')

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Tunnel of Love
Journaling: The romance of summer! What do you love? Write about anything you feel sentimental about or that gets your heart pumping.


Creative: Write a love poem to anyone or anything you like

Post your answer to today’s challenge in your own space and leave a comment in this post saying you did it. Include a link to your post if you feel comfortable doing so.


Uh.... +shoves her "Alisaie" tag in your direction+ For those visiting my journal and going "nani?": Alisaie is a character from Final Fantasy XIV and I love her to pieces. I've written about her extensively for the [community profile] snowflake_challenge and I *could* write about her more now, too, but I think it's time to let her twin brother Alphinaud shine.

I didn't particular like Alphinaud during A Realm Reborn. I didn't *hate* him, but his voice actor at the time played him as a self-assured know-it-all brat, and did a fantastic job at it, so it was hard to feel warm and fuzzy towards him.

That changed during Heavensward, the first expansion of the game. Alphinaud had just gone through something that was very hard on him -- I'm not saying because it's a hell of a ride and I don't want to spoil it for people who might want to play in the future -- and at first he was very dejected and wallowing in misery, but soon he finds his determination to make things right and carry on. And, well, I greatly admired him for this. When the worst happens, it's hard to pick yourself up and try again, but Alphinaud had the courage to do so.

Going back to the voice actors: Now that I've played A Realm Reborn five times (...what?), I've grown very fond of Sam Riegal's interpretation of Alphinaud. I think it was the right choice for where Alphinaud was in his journey. Sam did an amazing job, especially when the shit DID hit the fan and he had to show Alphinaud's reaction to everything. Thank you, Sam, for doing a memorable job!

When Heavensward started, they changed many of the voice actors, and that was true of Alphinaud, too: he is now played by Colin Ryan. People have talked about what a jump scare it was when Alphinaud's voice suddenly changed, and it fact, here's Colin reacting to the change himself:



SO ADORABLE!!!!

Anyway! Colin has done an AMAZING job voicing Alphinaud, and his work is partially why I've come to grow so fond of the character. As Heavensward went on, I came to like Alphi more and more. Yes, he still can be a know-it-all. He's still very much a leader and into diplomacy and politics. But he reflects on the things he's done wrong in the past, and considers how to do different in the future. He doesn't let his past stop him (unlike me, who is always going "BUT THINGS ARE GOING TO TURN OUT EXACTLY THE SAME AS IN THE PAST AND THAT WAS AWFUL", sigh).

Alphinaud goes through some character growth during the game. There's a scene where he greets Estinien warmly, and Alisaie remarks on that--in a nutshell, she implies that Alphinaud didn't really have friends when they were younger but now has people he looks up to and admires, like Estinien. It's heartwarming to see him, well, warm up to others and consider their advice and counsel.

I have said many times that I need to get my own place again so I can have cats, and I intend to adopt a brother/sister pair and name them Alphinaud and Alisaie, because I do adore the twins so much. They are incredible characters! And I'm thankful to their VAs for doing such an amazing job.

311 | 10 in 2025: mid-year check-in

Jul. 5th, 2025 06:13 pm
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We’ve reached the beginning of July—the halfway point of the year—and so I wanted to do a check-in on my progress towards my 10 in 2025 gaming goal for this year.

beneath the cut )

As for what’s next… I haven’t actually done much gaming since I beat Star Ocean 01, oops. And Battleship is starting soon, so I don’t foresee too much gaming in the near future… That being said, I feel like I’m in the mood for visual novels, so maybe Evermore soon? Alternatively, I could replay Cinderella Phenomenon again and then once again fail to pick up Evermore afterwards. Though if I do play Evermore, I will have one game crossed off from each category on this list, which would feel satisfying... I’ve also been craving the short indie game experience, since it’s been a minute since I last played one of those, so I might take a short break from this list to play one or two of those instead. We’ll see!
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Challenge 2 Creative Prompt: Write a love poem to anyone or anything you like!
Fun Trishelle lore where I reveal I'm head over heels in love with a fictional Old Man, DO NOT PERCEIVE ME! xD I don't consider myself very good at poems, but for Mozus Trein, I'm willing to try ANYTHING xD

****

To love what is not real

A deep pain that I can’t hide

Knowing that I will never get to hold you

Or look into your eyes

Your physical form aside

There is nothing anyone can do

For if I were to stop this love

What truly could that do?

Despite your being a fictional man

This love for you will never die

My heart will forever yearn for yours

In a way I can’t describe

That’s never going to stop me

For I am a fool for love

Just hoping that one day Mozus Trein

Can feel my heart from the stars above

2025 Writing Log, Part 26

Jul. 5th, 2025 07:22 am
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Read more... )

If you’re thinking, “Wow that’s a lot of writing, are you okay,” the answer is that work has been uncommonly infuriating this week, and it’s better that I write pornographic fanfic than an unhinged manifesto. But also, I just really enjoy the weather this time of year. Praise the sun!
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In The Details With the Devil (1924 words) by DoreyG
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Death Note (Anime & Manga)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: L/Yagami Light
Characters: Yagami Light, L (Death Note), Ryuk (Death Note), Matsuda Touta
Additional Tags: Pre-Yotsuba Arc (Death Note), Blow Jobs, Under-Desk Blow Jobs, Rough Oral Sex, Hair-pulling
Summary:

It was then that Light felt L’s hand creep up between his thighs, neatly erasing his cruel advantage as it traced over the shape of his covered cock.

Hurt/Comfort Exchange

Jul. 4th, 2025 11:31 pm
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[community profile] hurtcomfortex released today! I happened to be driving a backcountry highway with no cell service at the time (coming home from Mom Things), but it was lovely to find my gifts waiting for me when I got back.

Hold a Candle To (MASH, 3400 wds, gen) delivered some lovely Charles drug withdrawal h/c with teamy affection, and A Way Out (Biggles, 4400 wds, gen) let me roll around in excellent Biggles & von Stalhein enemies-era reluctant cooperation and sympathy. Truly a lovely haul!
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[personal profile] kingstoken's 2025 Book Bingo: Non-Human POV

(I checked this square off my bingo card last time, but this new release arrived with perfect timing, so I'm doubling up.)

Ew, It's Beautiful is the newest collection of cartoonist Joshua Barkman's webcomic False Knees. It contains around 120 short comics, the majority of which were new to me, separated into sections for winter, spring, summer, and fall based on their setting.

The stars of False Knees are usually birds, but there are some cats, insects, and at least a couple of beavers in the mix here. Barkman's art is legitimately beautiful, with a naturalist's specificity and a knack for combining human expressions with realistic animal features, and his writing captures the universal experience of being a small creature in an unfathomably big world. It's full of absurd humour, occasional moments of awe, and recurring bits about the creative process, self-image, and the way friends or family can be on entirely different wavelengths. The comic is where I got my current default icon from, and it almost never fails to bring me a little joy or give me something to appreciate.

3 Comics )
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[community profile] sunshine_revival has officially started, kicking things off with the first prompt!!

Challenge 1 Journaling Prompt: Light up your journal with activity this month. Talk about your goals for July or for the second half of 2025.
Making goals for myself is always a bit of an interesting task for me b/c I either have trouble making them, trouble sticking to them, or BOTH! xD This year and beyond, I wanna start actively making an effort, so I feel like typing these out helped me visualize them and subsequently get them out in the open so I can start DOING instead of THINKING. xD

Without further ado--

Long term goals:

“Enjoy” myself: Love the skin I’m in b/c I only get one shot at being me, so I might as well love me and make the most of it.

Improve my finances: I need to stop being so afraid of money (I grew up dirt poor, SUE ME xD) and make it work to my advantage. Start REALLY saving for my future and taking things more seriously.

Write more: I’m still discovering what I want this to mean, but I know I want to get back to a place where I “write like no one’s reading” (aka “dance like no one’s watching”, you know the drill xD). I’ve seen both friends and mutuals alike just power through 7k+ words in one sitting sometimes simply b/c they needed to see their ideas REAL, and mentally I’m trying to be THERE. xD Not comparing my journey to theirs per se, but it’s been long overdue for me to work through my whole “desperately wanting people to read my stuff when I shouldn’t give a fuck that deeply whether they do or don’t” thing.

Short term(?) goals (could PROBABLY be done by the end of the year if I played my cards right xD):

Finish my OC’s long fic that I’ve been putting off for what feels like EONS. I know for a fact I want to finish it b/c I want my OC to face his trauma and get his happy ending, just beat myself up too much and lost steam on it when I felt like no one was reading it. I’m at that point where I’m just starting to say “screw it” so that I can hopefully get that and other long fics I want to do in the future done.

Go for a walk twice a week: starting off small, then hoping to gradually raise it to twice a day, 7 days a week.

Get through my reading backlog: thankfully it’s only 20 books, but I’ve put them all off for long enough! xD Making it a point to not buy anymore books on my wishlist until I finish the ones I have! (My Junji Ito collection specifically side eyeing the FUCK out me xD)

This isn't what I'd consider a full list, just some things that I felt were easily attainable with enough inertia that would hopefully inspire me to be more proactive about making and fulfilling goals, so WE'LL SEE!! 🤞

I also have a fic coming for the creative prompt, but that'll get attended to after I cool off from the 4th of July shenanigans. xD Take care out there, and happy Sunshine Revival! ^ 0^)/

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Jul. 4th, 2025 07:58 pm
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ADHD assessment on the 18th went well, was scheduled for the DIVA test a week later, and scored 9 out of 9 for both attention deficit AND hyperactivity, and that I had this at a young age but had "limited impairment due to compensation of external structure" which according to my doctor basically means I was pretty heavily sheltered and tended to by my mom (which is true) so I didn't get a chance to really fuck up. And I mean, looking back, yeah, I can see it? But also....:\ Now as an adult trying to navigate the world, I'm kind of...whew, boy. XD;

SO YEAH THAT'S GREAT wow, lmao, I'm so. Frustrated. And I have a bachelor's degree and I was like but I have a bachelor's degree, I was able to focus and do that, and she was like yes, in something you're interested in (art). And I was like well okay. :\ This explains a lot but I'm not super thrilled.

UHM YEAH so yeah. I have a PCP appointment on the 17th to do blood work and maybe look at blood pressure medication, but also to talk about a medication that my ADHD doc would like me to go on (that's not a stimulant, bc we gotta get blood pressure in order, plus I gotta talk to the hospital in GA for records bc I have a bigeminy and ADHD doc wants to look at those results before putting me on stimulants (although there is a non-stimulant medication that she recommended to try first). BUT she thinks my problems with staying and committing to work is agoraphobia and/or a panic disorder. Uhm. So yeah, my poor brain is a goddamn mess lmao whoops.

Will has been an absolute trooper through all though, even though I keep making terrible jokes about them being stuck with me now that we're married. XD Although they have suspected this probably longer than I have so none of this is that much of a surprise for them.

In other news, today is July fourth, I'm not feeling patriotic at all, and the fireworks aren't helping. But here's some recent harvest photos.


A couple of zucchini and 2 quarts of cherries. <3

Friday is... a work day...?

Jul. 4th, 2025 09:52 pm
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A year ago I was hoping for a Labour win (hollow laugh), joining meetings on line and poking at other work stuff, and watching Psych.

Today I had Clue on in the background whilst I did some work. Utterly ridiculous but entertaining enough. It does feel weird to be working on a Friday, though, after two months of no Fridays. Thankfully, there are only 4 Fridays in July, and then I get 5 (count 'em FIVE!) Fridays off in August.

We had a call from the GP to check how husband is getting on with the inhalers. They're going to call again in a month or so.

Husband and I each rescued a tired bee. Go bees!

I improved chat buddy's cultural knowledge with some information on the formation of Everton and Liverpool, and why you don't call a resident of Liverpool a Liverpudlian. They've just done the bit where Jill gifts Shiva to Clive, and it reminded me that the residents of Eastpool refer to themselves as Eastpudlians, which made me chuckle on my first playthrough - but I'm not sure they've got to that point in the story. I remember the things that happen but I have no sense of the order they happen in, and I so don't want to spoil anything for them.

But that scene led to us talking about 'intimate' scenes in video games and how some are just so cringy - at least Jill and Clive's wasn't that.

Tonight I played some more ECHH. Thoughts:
- Hishahn reminds me of a city in Okami (possibly Sei'an)
- Love the water physics in the lake and the dust motes in sunbeams
- Lian - 'Wanna poke around?'; well, duh!
- Remember to look out for Sayid Ali
- 'upjumped'?
- A kitty called Zen is very... zen...
- Nice entrance, Carrie!

I did a tiny bit of levelling and waited until my healer was out of MP before staying at the inn - that place is PRICEY! Then I moved on to the next area and saved at the entrance. Exploring there will be tomorrow's adventure.

I finished the day with the first episode of Arcane: League of Legends, which is based on a video game I'd never heard of. And when I looked it up, it's not the sort of thing I'm likely to play. But the series looks interesting so far.

Now it's prayers and bed.

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Jul. 4th, 2025 09:35 pm
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Hello I'm not dead. I didn't go to the gym because 2 hours sleep. I went to the Crouch End in a bad mood and had a sandwich and was less angry. Or so I thought. Then I had a pointless fight with Mugs. And then I went to collect Fioan from the couch. We had a cinnamon social affogato and went for a walk: stopped for a Margarita, went to the ICA, stomped up through Soho to Chinchin. Where I had decision failure and was just like: I'm so sorry to be this guy. I haven't sleep in like two days and I have lost the ability to make decisions. Whatever you choose for me I will eat, please pick something. And he was like: you dodnt have any allergies? And I'm like no. No allergies, no preferences and no ability to choose any longer. I will eat literally. Anythinhg. And he goes: Chocolate ice cream with salted caramel syrup?

And then also gave me the last brownie cookie for free. And came over and was like: was this okay? And I was like you make GREAT decisions. I make AWFUL ones. You're a star.

So yeah I'm a bad customer but. DSDSIH fdioshfas.

Then came home and had dinner on the balcony and now. I ahve to sleep because they want us IN MAYFAIR AT 11AM WHY.

Arrog (2020)

Jul. 4th, 2025 09:35 am
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This short narrative puzzle game follows a man from his death, through a spiritual dream realm, and into acceptance and new life. It wasn't part of the Latin American Games Showcase, but I indirectly found it through there; the co-developers Hermanos Magia and Leap are both based in Peru.

black and white image of a lens-shaped world with stylized people and animals walking on top and bottom as rain falls from above

I loved the hand-drawn art style and the symbolic imagery, interweaving the natural and human worlds. It's like an interactive experimental short film. The puzzles are mostly classic types (Simon, Pipe Dream, etc.) sometimes slightly obscured by the artistic presentation. You could say interpreting the imagery is a kind of bonus puzzle. The challenge is minimal, just enough to keep you engaged in the soul's journey. There are no instructions but they're not needed; whenever you don't know what to do, clicking around will reveal something in a moment, and what it reveals may surprise and delight you.

I found the game really lovely and heartfelt, though it is very short. They do say up front that it's a "30 minute experience," so no shade at all, I just enjoyed it so much I wished it had been a little longer!

Arrog is available on PC (currently on sale at $1.49 USD), Android (currently on sale at $0.60 USD), iOS and PlayStation ($2.99 USD), and on Switch ($3.99 USD).

DW wrap ~ June

Jul. 4th, 2025 02:58 pm
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I didn't know if I was gonna do one of these this month because I didn't look around much, but yesterday I was looking at past ones and noticed how nice it was to have certain things at hand (and get sad when I realize an artwork I linked had been deleted and for some reason I didn't save it on my laptop) sooooooo....
Here's June DW Wrap 👍

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