rionaleonhart: final fantasy viii: found a draw point! no one can draw... (you're a terrible artist)
Some more questions from this fandom meme! The full list of questions is here at [personal profile] trobadora's journal. I managed not to ramble for five hundred words on a single question this time.

What are the origins of your penname/username?

I misread Rinoa's name as 'Riona' when I first played Final Fantasy VIII. When I realised she was actually called Rinoa, I went, 'Well, Riona's a nice name' and used it to create my fanfiction.net account; I knew I wanted a straightforward, namelike username that I could easily be addressed by. I've gone by Riona online for over twenty years now, so I think this handle is here to stay!

'riona' was already taken when I signed up to Livejournal, so I added 'leonhart': the surname of Squall Leonhart, my favourite fictional character. It had not occurred to me that this would make me look like a Squall/Rinoa shipper who can't spell. (I didn't envision myself as married to Squall; I just liked the name!)

'rixareth' is a username I occasionally use, generally when I'm a little uncertain about a site's culture and I'm not sure I want my account to be too easy to connect to my Riona identity; I used it for signing up to Tumblr and Reddit. I'm more relaxed about letting the usernames mix now! In Kingdom Hearts style, it's an anagram of my name with an added X.

What's a fandom that you wish had a bigger following?

There have been a lot over the years! It's hard to narrow it down. I'm going to say Zanki Zero: Last Beginning, a fascinatingly weird game about traumatised bisexual clones struggling to survive together after the apocalypse, with a grand total of thirty-two works on AO3 and a great OT7 that nobody but me has written for. It's a flawed game in many respects, but it has such strong fandom potential!

What’s the longest you’ve ever been in a fandom? What fandom was it? Not necessarily your oldest fandom, but a fandom that you started and still continue to read/write/create content for in some way.

I think Final Fantasy VIII is probably the most consistently I've been into something over a long period of time. I've loved Pokémon for longer, but Pokémon is more quiet background radiation in my life, whereas I spend more time actively thinking and talking about Final Fantasy VIII. There are periods when I don't think about it much, but I always find myself back there.

The most time I've spent actively in a single 'main' fandom was the fifteen months I spent writing for Top Gear. Wow, was it really only fifteen months? I was so immersed in that fandom; I wrote so much; we had so many in-person meetups! I was sure it was two years at least!

What would make you leave a fandom, or prevent you from getting into it in the first place?

I don't typically pack up and intentionally leave a fandom; I just drift away when my interest shifts to something else. Terrible real-world associations - e.g. something awful coming out about the creator - might make me hesitate to pick something new up.

What are some things that squick you in fandom?

Extreme underage, gore, depictions of surgery. Wounding is fine! Wounding is hot! The moment internal organs are visible or a precise incision is being made, though, I am out of there. People are free to write what they like; these are just the things I find personally offputting.

What's the hardest thing about writing, and why are titles the Worst™?

I often struggle with finding a direction for a fic I'm working on. I've got a rough concept, maybe a scene or two, but I don't know where to take it or what endpoint I'm aiming for. Once I've managed to come up with the ending for a fic, everything usually starts to fall into place. Titles are pretty bad, though!

Do you have a fandom that you follow - either regularly or casually - with little to no knowledge of canon?

I have never read Johnny the Homicidal Maniac, but I've followed [personal profile] zarla's JTHM fic Vargas, and the little fandom that's sprung up around it, for over twenty years. I have written fanfiction for this AU of a comic I've never read.

Ships that you currently like a lot. (They don’t have to be OTPs because not everyone has OTPs.) Friendships, pairings, threesomes, etc. are allowed.

I've always got assorted low-level background ships going on, but I'm not really in passionate shipping mode about anything at the moment. I've been replaying the Uncharted series, so I've been thinking about my deep fondness for Nate/Elena. Other than that, I suppose Barret/Tifa/Aerith/Cloud of Final Fantasy VII Remake is the most recent ship I've had strongly on my mind.

A ship you have never liked and probably never will.

The Tenth Doctor/Rose Tyler of Doctor Who never worked for me; I found their dynamic a lot less compelling post-regeneration. Which is slightly tragic, because I love the Ninth Doctor/Rose Tyler, and the two pairings are often bundled together in discussion or gifsets! It's a real challenge when your OTP and your NOTP are technically the same pairing.

Do you prefer art, fic, or vids? Why? Bonus: If someone was to give you a fandom gift, what format would it be?

It depends on the fandom, come to think of it! I'm usually more of a fic person, but there are a few fandoms where I often find myself seeking out art. These tend to be for canons with a lot of interesting symbolism that fanartists can do cool things with, e.g. Death Note, Omori, Revolutionary Girl Utena.
rionaleonhart: death note: light contemplates picking up this mysterious notebook. i'm sure it'll be fine. (here at the crossroads)
It's time for the end-of-year fic meme! I realise December has only just started and it's not impossible I'll write more before the year is out, but I'm impatient and I really enjoy doing this meme.

'What icon should I use for talking about writing?' I thought, before the obvious answer hit me.


Number of fics written in 2023: twenty-four. You can find them in my 'fanfiction (really this time)' tag or on my AO3 account: [archiveofourown.org profile] Riona.

Fandoms: Person of Interest, Spider-Man: Into the Spider-Verse, Lost, Zanki Zero, Little Hope, The Quarry, Final Fantasy XVI, Death Note, The Last of Us. Five videogame fandoms, two television fandoms, one anime/manga fandom, one film fandom. I went through several distinct fandom phases this year - Person of Interest, then Lost, then The Quarry, then Death Note - so I did a little less rocketing around than usual.

One crossover: Connecting Strands (Person of Interest/Spider-Man: Into the Spider-Verse). While it's not strictly a crossover, there's also Across the Ocean, a Lost fic inspired by Sense8.


End-of-year fic meme, 2023. )


The Quarry might be a bit underrepresented here because I wrote six thematically similar fics for it in the space of a month. I had a blast with all of them, but it can be a little hard to distinguish them in my memory!
rionaleonhart: kingdom hearts: sora, riku and kairi having a friendly chat. (and they returned home)
While watching Lost, I've been thinking a lot about my other backstory-heavy canon about traumatised, extremely shippable characters bonding after being stranded on an island together. Here's a Zanki Zero fic.

This is more a collection of loosely connected missing scenes than a single narrative. I had a couple of Zanki Zero bits and pieces lying around and I wanted to tie them together into something postable, because... look, there's not a lot of Zanki Zero fanfiction out there, and there's even less for the OT7, and I want to do what I can to improve the situation.


Title: Scenes from the End of the World
Fandom: Zanki Zero: Last Beginning
Rating: PG-13
Relationships: Haruto/Ryo/Minamo/Zen/Rinko/Yuma/Mamoru
Wordcount: 1,600
Summary: The strangest thing about the apocalypse is how much happier Haruto is, now that it’s happened.


Scenes from the End of the World )
rionaleonhart: top gear: the start button on a bugatti veyron. (going down tonight)
I'm living fairly close to the end of a flight path. Every so often I glance up from my desk, I catch sight of a low-flying aeroplane going past my window, and my mind goes 'ha ha, nice Lost reference.'

Speaking of which, I've now finished the first season of Lost!

I have at least a little fondness for pretty much everyone, but, if I'm coming out of the first season with a favourite, it might be Sayid. He tortured a guy and then tried to get as far as possible from everyone else on the island because he was scared of himself, and that's what I like in a character.

As with Person of Interest, Lost is a show that feels very interested in moral nuance and second chances. The survivors all have their faults, they all have moments when they behave badly, but the narrative always treats them with empathy. It's an approach I appreciate.


Lost spoilers up to the end of season one. )


I wonder whether Zanki Zero: Last Beginning was inspired by Lost at all. Was Lost popular in Japan? Zanki Zero definitely feels similar in a few respects: a group of strangers are isolated on a tropical island, try to survive together, uncover mysteries and bond intensely over time, interspersed with scenes revealing each character's traumatic past.

I've just checked, and this is actually confirmed in an interview!

Takayuki Sugawara: One of the inspirations for the scenario itself is an overseas drama called Lost, and the game takes a lot from the survival aspect there. There's this looming question of 'What is going on?' and that was one of the themes that ties into Zanki Zero. (source)

God, this explains so much. One of Zanki Zero's biggest storytelling weaknesses is the amount of time it devotes to delving into everyone's largely irrelevant backstories. I suppose they were just trying and failing to replicate something that worked better on Lost, as Lost's backstory scenes are better paced and generally more relevant.

Knowing it was inspired by Lost, I'm even more delighted by the fact that the Zanki Zero characters can all romance each other in any combination. (In light of the fact that I wrote an everyone/everyone fic for Zanki Zero, I find myself wondering whether I could theoretically do the same thing for Lost.)

It's been fourteen years since I last heard it, and of course I hadn't even seen Lost at the time, but I still keep getting this fan-made Lost theme tune stuck in my head when I'm watching.
rionaleonhart: kingdom hearts: sora, riku and kairi having a friendly chat. (and they returned home)
I've had the opening and ending scenes of this fic lying around for ages (I've posted them both to this journal previously, in fact, so I apologise if you've seen them before), and it finally occurred to me to try tying them together into a single fic!

(I've only just caught how I phrased that. 'Tying them together' was genuinely not intended as a bondage reference.)

I'm glad I finally managed to write something for the OT7. This isn't very heavy on the OT7 (it's logistically difficult to write a sevensome!), but there wasn't previously any Zanki Zero OT7 fanfiction on AO3 at all; I had to do something!


Title: Bound Together
Fandom: Zanki Zero: Last Beginning
Rating: light R
Relationships: Haruto/Ryo, Haruto/Ryo/Minamo/Zen/Rinko/Yuma/Mamoru
Wordcount: 1,200
Summary: When Ryo is tying Haruto up, the others stumble across it. Things get weird.


Bound Together )
rionaleonhart: top gear: the start button on a bugatti veyron. (going down tonight)
At the end of 2021, I wrote up all the fic ideas I’d been scribbling down in my diaries over the years. I’m about to switch diaries again, so I found myself thinking about how to continue to archive these concepts in the future.

Therefore, here’s the start of a potential annual tradition! When I finish a diary, I’m going to write up the fic ideas at the back. If I’ve written the fic, I’ll include a link to it. If I’ve started the fic, I’ll share a snippet (or everything I’ve written, if I’ve barely started). If I haven’t started it, I’ll write at least a hundred words on the spot.

Let’s see how this goes!

I’ll start with the ones I’ve written in full. Fandoms: Life Is Strange: True Colors, Deltarune, Uncharted, Horizon Zero Dawn, Doctor Who, Persona 5. There may be spoilers for these canons below the cut.


Written fics from my 2021-22 diary. )


Next, let’s look at the works in progress (or at least the works that were started; I’m not sure they’re actively progressing). Fandoms: Bravely Default II, Life Is Strange: True Colors, Exit/Corners, Persona 5. There may be spoilers for these canons below the cut.


In-progress fics from my 2021-22 diary. )


And now we reach the scariest category: the fic ideas I haven’t touched and now have to write something for. Fandoms: Undertale, Life Is Strange: True Colors, Until Dawn, Danganronpa 2, Doctor Who, The Great Ace Attorney, Zanki Zero: Last Beginning. There may be spoilers for these canons below the cut.


2021-22 fics I hadn't started... until now. )


And that’s everything! I hope I keep this up in future years; it’s a nice little exercise. Maybe some of these fics will actually get finished? Time will tell.
rionaleonhart: top gear: the start button on a bugatti veyron. (going down tonight)
I'm now actually playing Zanki Zero: Last Beginning, a game I'd previously only seen Let's Played!

Zanki Zero never got a big audience, and I can see why. The gameplay is sort of offputting and frustrating, and it's easy to get stuck; I've had to turn to the Internet for help on many occasions. It tackles a lot of dark topics, which could limit its audience, and it's also poorly paced; most of the 'traumatic backstory' sequences aren't really relevant to the wider plot, so they feel like they're slowing things down.

But there's so much I love about this game!

The concept is unique and fascinating: eight human clones as the last remnants of humanity after the apocalypse, surviving by constantly transferring their memories to new short-lived clone bodies. I've never seen anything like it before.

I like the characters, and I love how intensely they bond in their bizarre, isolated situation, and I love that you can canonically pair them all up with each other. Short of Sense8, I've never felt so supported in my desire to see everyone in a big polyamorous tangle.

Everyone is self-loathing! There are some really cool plot revelations! My favourite pairing canonically attempts bondage while one of them has the uneasy feeling the other might be a murderer! There are tentacles!

('Oh, I gave Zen a paralysis-curing tentacle!' I exclaimed, when Ryo got paralysed. I switched Zen into the party and had him use his tentacle on Ryo. Ginger watched in great confusion. I'm still extremely curious about the exact mechanics of using your tentacles to heal your friends.)

The best thing I've discovered while looking through the menus: bondage artist Ryo can learn the skill 'Bondage Play', which reduces his stress level whenever he attacks an enemy with his tentacles.

Anyway, what I'm trying to say is that I absolutely understand why this game never got a bigger fandom, but I still wish this game had a bigger fandom. It's got a pretty much canonical OT7 and nobody's written it! (Outrageously, the fandom has also failed to exploit the fact that one of the characters is a bondage artist who can manifest tentacles.)
rionaleonhart: final fantasy viii: found a draw point! no one can draw... (you're a terrible artist)
[personal profile] rthstewart is currently hosting a three-sentence ficathon, if you'd like to poke through the current prompts or post some of your own! (Exceeding three sentences is absolutely allowed.)

This seems like an appropriate time to do a commentfic round-up, so here are some scraps of fanfiction I've posted here and there.


Zanki Zero, 150 words, prompt: character/everyone )

Silent Hill 2, 100 words, prompt: mistaken identity )

13 Sentinels: Aegis Rim, 200 words, prompt: Pyrrhic victory )

Night in the Woods, 150 words, prompt: while the town sleeps )


'Riona, did you give yourself that anonymous character/everyone prompt?' you may very well ask, to which my response is 'shhhh'.
rionaleonhart: final fantasy x-2: the sun is rising, yuna looks to the future. (i have no idea what's going on)
Time to round up some commentfic bits and pieces I've written here and there!


Higurashi, 150 words, prompt: first kisses. )

Until Dawn, 300 words, prompt: getting along with someone in your friend group that you don't particularly like. )

Zanki Zero, 100 words, prompt: no going back. )

Zanki Zero, 250 words, prompt: bondage. )


I really want to write a full Higurashi fic about Keiichi being haunted by memories from other timelines, but for some reason it's not taking root. It's one of my favourite types of fic, and it's such a good canon for it!

(I'd also love to write a full Zanki Zero tentacle bondage fic, but I doubt I'd be able to do the concept justice.)
rionaleonhart: final fantasy vii remake: aerith looks up, with a smile. (looking ahead)
Watching a Let's Play of Zanki Zero, I was astounded that it kept getting more and more tailored to my interests. A group of strangers are thrown together and forced to bond by shared adversity! Haruto and Mamoru discuss the nature of love and Haruto concludes, blushing furiously, 'I think... I love everyone here,' in an outright invitation for me to write the character/everyone fic I write in every fandom! Tentacles! Who the hell filled this game with things I love and then gave it gameplay I hate? I'm so frustrated!

I thought at first that Mamoru would be my favourite character, but I think my top three are actually Ryo, Minamo and Haruto. I'm fond of everyone in this cast of traumatised bisexual clones, though (even Zen, who I initially wasn't expecting to care about at all). I ship everyone in a big poly mess, and I feel the game supports me enthusiastically in this.

Ryo sort of reminds me of Prompto from Final Fantasy XV: passionate and friendly and fun, bit of a cowardly streak, enjoys photography, wears his heart on his sleeve, slightly in love with everyone. (If Prompto were in the same situation, he would definitely also be taking imaginary photographs with his inoperable camera.) Both Ryo and Prompto took me by surprise; I wasn't expecting them to be my respective favourite characters in their games, but they're great. Plus Ryo easily has the best hilariously sparkly pin-up CG of the Zanki Zero cast. (NB: the image linked to, although it's not graphic, is not very safe for work. Also, I promise there's a good reason he has a D-pad on his stomach.)

I can't explain my fondness for Haruto. My weakness for bland Spike Chunsoft protagonists strikes again! But characters like Haruto and the various Danganronpa protagonists do have just enough character to distinguish them and make me feel they're not just a blank slate. Haruto's pretty reserved; he cares, but he gets embarrassed if things get too intimate or sincere. He's interested in the world; he wants to understand everything he encounters; he likes to listen to people talking about things they're knowledgeable or passionate about. They're not very flashy traits, but they're enough to make me feel there's a person to get to know there.

In this fucked-up situation - one of the last eight survivors of humanity, short on food, trapped in a cycle of endlessly dying - I think Haruto is happier and more at ease than he ever was in his regular life, and that sort of breaks my heart.

Zanki Zero is flawed, even if you disregard the gameplay. It's very backstory-heavy, but a lot of the backstory bits don't really feel like they have much impact on the plot, making the story feel a bit unfocused. But I really just wanted a bunch of characters suffering and struggling and coming to love each other, and it more than delivered on that. I hope it gets a fandom.

The biggest way this game let me down: I can't believe one of the characters of Zanki Zero is a bondage artist who can manifest tentacles and yet never ties anyone up with his tentacles. This is an outrage.
rionaleonhart: the mentalist: lisbon, with time counting down, makes an important call. (it's been an honour)
WHY DO I KEEP GETTING INTO FANDOMS WITH NO FANFICTION

I mean, it's sort of understandable in this case, because Zanki Zero isn't officially out in English-speaking regions until tomorrow. Apparently the English version was released a few weeks ago in Asia, though, so a Let's Play already exists, and I have fallen head-first into this weird game about love and friendship and human cloning.

Someone's got to kick off this fandom, and it's going to be me.


Title: Falling Down
Fandom: Zanki Zero: Last Beginning
Rating: somewhere on the PG-13/R border
Wordcount: 1,200
Summary: It isn't easy to overwrite the data on an X Key. Sometimes, something stays behind.
Warnings: Late-game spoilers (up to the end of stage 07), violence, strong references to suicide.


Falling Down )
rionaleonhart: final fantasy x-2: the sun is rising, yuna looks to the future. (i have no idea what's going on)
[personal profile] keltena has made me aware of the Umineko Gold project to create an English audiobook of Umineko, and I desperately need this to happen for two reasons.

Reason one (the practical one): a lot of people aren't into visual novels, so it'd be really cool to have Umineko available in a more accessible format.

Reason two (the horrible one): they've released a trailer for the audiobook, which contains Battler's breakdown at the first twilight of the first episode (running from around the nine-minute mark to 14min 30sec - the link should lead to the right point), and holy crap, his voice acting is perfect. I was a little unsure earlier in the extract, when I first heard his regular speaking voice, but I was sold the second things got fucked up. I'm very fond of Battler, which of course means my favourite parts of Umineko are the parts where he's completely psychologically collapsing. It's possible that I'm Beatrice. Jessica is great as well. (Warning: they're reacting to the aftermath of horrific murders - said aftermath is not actually displayed on the screen but is described in some detail.)

I'm just really excited to hear more of Battler sobbing and hyperventilating. Please let this happen.


I thought I might as well check out the demo for Zanki Zero: Last Beginning, the latest from Spike Chunsoft. (The bizarrely long demo. It took me four hours to complete. I was half-wondering whether they'd accidentally put the whole game in there.)

Pros:
- concept seems interesting
- apparently you can make the characters bang in any combination in optional side scenes, i.e. exactly what I want from every videogame
- the characters say 'ow' whenever I accidentally walk them into walls, which I do constantly, and it's pretty funny
- pleasingly guilt-ridden cast
- the line 'I can't breathe with all the blood in my throat'

Cons:
- I hate the gameplay! There is not a single aspect of the gameplay that appeals to me. I don't want to worry about every character's hunger and thirst and age and stamina and bladder capacity; those are concerns for real life!

This is a real problem with videogames. It's possible for a game to have a story and characters you're interested in, and yet be completely unbearable to play. I suppose the equivalent for a book would be 'I like this concept, but I can't stand the writing style.' Maybe I'll check out a Let's Play, but I really don't think I can play this myself.
rionaleonhart: final fantasy viii: found a draw point! no one can draw... (you're a terrible artist)
Q: Riona, do you really have time to write mini-reviews of every game you've ever played?
A: I absolutely don't.
Q: And yet.
A: And yet!

Some of these are more just reminiscences than reviews, but I've said at least a line or two about every game. Possibly. I've almost certainly forgotten about some.

For the most part these are listed alphabetically, so you can easily track down any games you're interested in, but games in a series are listed together, so, for example, 9 Hours, 9 Persons, 9 Doors, Virtue's Last Reward and Zero Time Dilemma are all under Z for Zero Escape, and World of Final Fantasy comes under F. I've put a (LP) next to games I've only experienced through Let's Plays. Flash games, text adventures and electronic versions of card, tile or board games are not included.

Games I first played after originally posting this entry are marked with an asterisk.


Thoughts on every game I've ever played, or close enough. )


I'm glad I've put this very important and necessary entry into the waiting world.